To give a chance

Its funny how God works

Just in the morning i was pretty fed up with her. As her pp team leader i didnt sense her contribution for months. As a fellow colleague i dunno whether she is even trying.

Handed out tasks seem to be untouched. did not see the initiative

as my potential committee member for event im chairing, i fear to even name her as one.

Was so fed up, sent out bland tone email spewing out reminding sentences. Please take a look at bla bla bla and email bla bla bla to bla bla bla and also check on blablabla and get back to me.

Was so impatient, and this close to going straight to my boss to request for her to be out of my team

Lucky God dropped a little reminding drop of water on my head. Ting.

You were so busy feeling angry, you did not even give her a chance

Somehow with 1 hour alone with her in the room, everything made sense.
It cost her a lot of tears to bring out what she has been keeping within her for so long

Somehow i have never been able to picture her world

how to handle coming to work with an entire department who does not want to talk to you
with people whom u know dislike you, your knowledge to the extent of knowing "weird" "cant cope" being used as the adjective to describe you
Having a boss and a mentor so harsh on you
being deemed as less capable
resolving to withdraw and be quiet but yet still hearing things being spoken about you
struggling with tasks deemed as "a breeze" to oters
no one around to help. not knowing who to ask as you dont know what they have been speculating about you
with such immense negativity built on negative thoughts...

Thanks for the lesson dear Father

For what I can do