3 random thoughtss.. (not theories)

3 random thoughtss.. (not theories)
on a sunday morning

1) I found this beautiful place selling beautiful things.. some very country or victorian style mini furniture.
I told Dan THIS IS IT. next payday im going to that place with a $200 budget, and revamp my dressing corner.
and I will post pictures.. i cannot believe how beautiful those things are...
so pretty so pretty...

2) My parents spewed off many instructions to me this morning.. and went overseas!!! they are going to Hainan-dao for a week. AGAIN. its like buay-sian for them lor...
ah, whatever makes them happy...

3) My HAIR SUCKS (but the colour is nice i gotta say). Ai curl buay curl. Shd i rebond, or not. Treatment? im heading to Lisa's in 20 mins. she gives the greatest advice and she does hair so great...

Update again k...

Great Sermon

Today's service was great...

I guess the one visit to FC was what I need to make up my mind

I guess I have probably never sat in Trinity this way before, not from the visitor's point of view, but knowing that this is my choice, and thus worshipped with all my heart

Havent been touched by God in this way for a long time...

The sermon was good too. Guest Speaker Rev David Doery. He is from Austrailia... very anointed.. very captivating...
When he prayed, it was so touching

I think it helps to have made a decision, after so long. To know what is the best place for me to settle down...

Thank you God, for showing me the way...

sick again

im on mc again...

2nd 2 days MC this month.. like some kind of chao kuan

fever and stomach flu... had to leave work halfway today
so giddy and so cold, i could not function....


is this a sign?

my eyeballs are burning... its close to 830pm and i have not eaten a single thing...
dun feel like
feel like puking....

a simple promise

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why? wonder then

a simple promist

Photos... silly

I finished my work!

So i made more silly photos

see...

commited murder that day

Probably killed someone with a car.. dunno..

"sial!"

sometimes im quite an idiot

OK!

Bosses II

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for the sake of your karma ;)

Photolog: Its a colourful life!!

Photolog: Colours

Well had our dinner date at Indulgz. Its a real quiet restaurant.. by quiet i mean really, only 3 tables were occupied



The food is ok but we were too hungry to take photos. But Dan and I like quiet places. the sad part about them is that they do close down a little too easily. no need for elaboration

Anyway, despite my planned clothes decided to screw me up last minute, we had a peaceful good anniversary dinner... as always. Peaceful is the thing he taught me...
anyway he told me over dinner that his life would be so different if we hadnt happened, he'd probably go on, leave work at 5.30pm and go home and rot in his games...
heh
so sweet

I love Dan..
Thank you God again for bringing us together

Ok told you about my new camera... Sony Cybershot w170.. 10 frigging megapixels
pimples also can shoot..
Dan got me a cybershot pouch..all of us know cybershot pouches are really nice
but usually, expensive..
this one isnt! how nice..


Taaa daaaa... nice rite
loud loud one.. i love it. it makes the camera look so demure
but i cant take a pic with the camera of the camera la. duh

He also got me Precious Moments stuff... all gals are suckers for PM stuff
Now my passports is PM.. not the roaring singa...
and the sticky notes... got them purposely cos im vetting the work of a new gal who likes colourful tags... im kinda doing it on purpose, cos office only provides yellow tags.
Dan indulges my evil nature... Yeahahha

Did a lil tidying up of our room... but its starting to reek of girlish stuff. But i have gotten his FULL consent. no worries. his manhood is not compromised...

some of the things im beginning to invest in.. cos im like 24 already

ok i know precious moments does nothing for the anti- aging process.. but look how cute!

Dan got me this drawers too.. he is somehow suspiciously supportive of me liking loud things

and my fav little compartment...

I have amazingly little nail polish.

haha. reasons

1) I have tried buying many of them and 80% dried out by the time i tried it

2) I am sometimes too lazy to do my nails

3) some colours turn me off too quickly after i bought them...

so ive invested in just

From left: Base coat from the face shop ($2.50), red alluring toenail colour from SaSa.. ($2), Mega Shine from Sally Hansen ($13), French Manicure from Sally Hansen ($13).. and the last one is just a spare of the second one.... hhahaha

low maintenance rite

next... (edited background cos its not v nice)

I have bad hair most of the time so i need these

And my real treasures.. all the real diamonds and expensive accessories go in this box. All my branded goods receipts too... ahaha
Dan got me this lock-able box in malaysia. So nice rite

oh ya i got my 2nd pair of boots... its actually darker, my camera is too enthusiastic

plan to wear this when i go Japan... lk v hip lidat... but when will that be??

Aww.. life is so colourful!

PS: my boyfriend is a closet super hero....

*guffaws*

-- THE END--- (of a v bo liao vesak day entry)

anniversary 1.5

im sleepy....

im supposed to be working on the orientation program presentation but argh..


im surfing and daydreaming

cos Dan & I are dating tonight.. its a 1.5 yrs anniversary. Yeah.



Classy date tonight at nice restaurant

2 weeks ago surfed and read xiaxue's blog, clicked on the link to Indulgz... CANNOT RESIST the good looking food. Sent the link over to Dan ... 100% effective



who could resist? Not Dan.



U can go and view the restaurant's site from her blog... i lazy to check ... indulgz.com or something. Bet when you browse it, you will wanna go too





*yawn*



Dun judge me cos i have not been eating expensive food. the most expensive is fishnCo like once in 2 months...













Present:






HIS

samsung i780. nicest phone for browsing. we signed a mobile internet plan for this. now can msn at work and reply to emails in restaurant... like some career minded couples

actually im v mean. i wanted this. but i wanted to pass it off as a present for him. so i ask him to choose, den i scolded him for not choosing this cos he took v v v v v long to decide...

hoi but he loved it k. he said its liberation when he tried the msn. its windows mobile 6 so its like a computer in ur hands

now can msn during meetings. meetings when lauban goes on and on and on....

Her

He got me the black one...

which is nice. good thing its a surprise cos if i were at the shop looking at all the possible colour, id be thrice torn between black or white or pink

Dan is all for black. so yup... thats what i got. v nice... its a digital media player. 4 gb!! he say that way i can put all the 5 teresa teng cds in... (ripped from my dad.. but i love teresa teng)...

yeahh... DATE LATER... luv dates. not those after work dinners where we eat when we are exhausted...

now that i've got a 10.1 cybershot.. i will take pictures... later!

CPS

back to work, i had a call from a His Excellency, High Commisioner

then a few of the older staff told me i lost a lot of weight... i think its partly psychological, either that or i really was a fat ass

and then I was pulled to take these pictures for today's coporate seminar. Im one of those who were being special mentioned (or some said, over-mentioned) by director, for service excellence and the award ceremony for last year

den i was told i look too pale and worn-out....

Hui meh???

But i still think the pics look ok...

this is our workplace

the pretty ones who are also good people... haha

den la-ma and I decided to look dumb

~ end~

love

when i ran to Dan.. this is what he told me

" but pls never, ever think that just because your mum neglected you, or you were an average performer in school, that you can never break out of this or are not meant for good things. You are. Everyone has the right to dream and hope, and to set their goals however high they want and work to reachfor it. Maybe not in their current job or situation, but rather somewhereelse. Of course it can also be in their current job and situation. But either path has good and bad, and we have to take both. But what we do havei s a choice.

like you said. A successful (how do pple define success), high paying performer with bad health, no social life and potential mental problems(you know) who is constanly unhappy in life because he/she feels a void,versus a normal, average worker with moderate pay but with a healthy life after work and maybe a happy family environment too. Ultimately, everyone has to make this choice. In my earlier years here, i always questioned myself why do we have to work so hard. Yet other pple in other jobs seem tobe doing just fine and also have time to rest and play after work. I guess,it is attainable, as long as we are prepared for a pay cut. We can go for alower paying job like a clerk or secretary, and then can go home and relax everyday

its what you want out of life i guess. the choice is ours. we can stay and piah, or we can stay but just do a moderate level and go home otd, or we can leave and piah in something we believe in, or we can leave and just take a comfy job and go home or socialize everyday. options options :)

but don't ever think that we are not entitled to dream and hope. That is our God given and blessed right :)


I love this guy..
He is always there, with the right words...

Photo.. mc mania

On the brighter side of taking MC





I get to upload the trial photos taken my our 10.1 Cybershot camera.. *hiak*





Tried and tested at Swensens on the saturday that we did NOT go for the southern ridges walk





Dan had a Mega Burger.. its as good as it looks

My curry rice.. was not so good.. i barely ate half

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Latest updates on my designer items quest

Dan gave me the PRADA PHONE...

And those who've heard me speak of my dream to go out shopping with my daughter in future.. since I have my papillion and she (if im lucky enough to have one) will carry the "baby" papillion...

now who wouldnt want to be my baby daughter!

and those who have heard me gush over Angelina Jolie and how hot she is

GAWD! dont great minds & beautiful people think alike... (roars)

sick at home

Its been a good half to one year since Ive been off on MC
Maybe i am depressed, i dunno..

Throat got infected on sunday, turned bad on monday morning, so went to the 24hr clinic. Paid like $57 bucks for fast treatment. Doc gave me 2 days of mc, so heck it. I took it.. even though work is piling crazy on my desk

Yesterday was bad, today im all better so im starting to feel bored waiting for Dan to come home. He disallowed me to go to work too, cos of my tendency to get "abused".. no one leaves me alone over there

Maybe my bosses will interprete this as my breaking point.. but you know what, i really dont care.

Maybe its seeing that pigu and laoshu are going to HK next week together, and i cannot join them because of my stupid frozen leave status, due to a systems project that is equally frozen

Maybe its guilt... guilt that all the energy I have left everyday is used to bathe and watch an episode of Friends (for sanity).. its been long since i can spend quality time with Dan. I guess its just made up for by the fact that we work and stay together.. but otherwise.. sigh. we almost dont work together too.. being in different teams and being in different projects. As my leave is frozen, we have to push back our travel plans too

Maybe its my family.. yeah left with just weekends for them. Drifting apart from brother too..

Maybe its friends.. I know some of them are really facing challenges now,but i can no longer be with them as before

So as i was telling Dan the other day, i wish to be so much better as a daughter, sister, friend, gf...

Why cant I?

Because they couldnt emphasize more, at work, that I am the "rising star" being developed. I have to take the harsh conditions together with the big bonus. So they are willing to decrease my public liaison duties to get me involved in high level political work. So I must work on a public holiday, I must come up with value added political stuff even though there are days I dont have any

So a shot at your career
VS
A normal life

I have not decided. this depressing issue had made me cry a few times. i really think im losing myself in this whole thing

Is this supposed to be?
That we can no longer be the person that we were when a job and realities of life sets in?

Or should I give everything up, just so i can go back to being myself?

my happy self? the giving self?


(*yah... 2 days off work and i dwell on such issues... anyone has answers, please)

" I want you to know that we are very hip, happening people. Now if you'll excuse me, im going to go back to reading obituaries:

Ha.. here is making up for 2 lost weeks

Last week was Dad's bday

Like every bday baby, he wears a bib

hahah crabs at Jumbo Restaurant!

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before that, we fooled around at promotees lunch

and analysed who has the highest nose

here is laoshu's.. most natural

I was trying very hard... anyway here, i curled my hair again.. hhaha

pigu tried.. but....

Pigu tickled me... how not to. just look at her... she is adorable

It was as if she saw herself in the papers , doing something stupid...

HAAH

My Bosses

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not for the weak