别问

别问我是否还有泪
别问魂萦旧梦对不对
也别问我会不会

Little Emi is my muse





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Thumb . Face.

When my pals dramatically joked that it would kill you if I got promoted, I honestly didn't think you would.

This was despite you handing over an important portfolio to me in an email with probably less words than this blog entry, then left me to take it over with a few days' notice to ur one-month vacation, come back n didn't offer any guidance since, then worked the dumber 50% of my team against me, snooped around to check if I was screwing up ...

And yet I have still credited you with more dignity n self-respect that you actually had.


And you know what? The more you are bothered with what I achieved, the more kick I get to see your resentment with ur incapabilities


After all, 1 year 10 months . You can kiss my ass .



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"Esther, you have been the brains behind many of the recent initiatives and this promotion for you is definitely well deserved!

Cheers to a terrific employee like you and the corporate superstar of our Curriculum Team. You definitely made us proud of your achievements and recognition by the organization.

Continue to strive and I believe you will “OUTSHINE” some people to prove your capabilities!

Congrats buddy! I felt so happy for you."

Received many emails, some calls, some verbal wishes and some hesitant handshakes today, but this one stood out most genuine

I am very thankful for blessings of some very good people in my life- selfless friends whose sacrifices i'd never forget, a lovely hubs who stood by me all the way, through the lowest points where i see him for a few pathetic hours a day.... I owe it more to them than anything else.

Reflect

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Opportunist

The hubs pointed to a chipped part on my bag

Me: "Yah. Poor. Need more bags"


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Love, Me

"On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear.
No tears to cry.
No head to hang in shame.
That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that.

That everyone and everything lives on inside you.
That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

That being alone means you’re free.
That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with.

That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them.

That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough.

That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.
That you control that completely.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people.
That you laugh more than you cry.
That crying is good for you.

That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you.

That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them.

That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

That the most embarrassing, awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else.

That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you’re judging them.

That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you’ll ever fathom and should be treated as such.

That the difference between a job and art is passion.
That neither defines who you are.

That talking to strangers is how you make friends.
That bad days end but a smile can go around the world.

That life contradicts itself, constantly.
That that’s why it’s worth living.

That the difference between pain and love is time.
That love is only as real as you want it to be.

That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn’t always work the other way around.

That the sun will rise each day and it’s up to you each day if you match it.
That nothing matters up until this point.

That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever.

That rain is beautiful.
And so are you."


(via Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You: The Day You Read This)


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Sometimes

Sometimes there are bonds that just can't be broken



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My home therapist spoke to me today.

"You can only pen your thoughts, and hope for the best"

And I'd have to learn to accept it if it doesn't happen.


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