Saturday, October 18, 2008

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out of touch, out of mind?

Just because you work shit hard at work, staying til 10 daily, have no time/energy to meet friends

friends can deduce that you do not care anymore

You read blogs to get updated, you find cause to show concern, then suddenly, you find yourself in the position of one that the other need not tell so much to..

I thought friends are supposed to understand and see deeper than this

nevermind

oh riding of lack of faith in human kind

please be pleased to know

1) my effort of trying to reduce my family's burden to give my brother pocket money monthly, has made me officially the main culprit and cause of his delinquency, and I in fact deserve the special call of a scolding

2) our efforts of wanting to breakthrough for the divisional comp is still subjected to Old Fashioned intervention

3) My effort of giving my bro whatever freedom and slight enjoyment that I did not used to have, has been subjected to abuse


Don't understand what im saying?
Well neither do I understand what you are saying.. anymore