Tuesday, March 06, 2012

self-discovery, or its attempts, still....its fun

Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
by Joe Butt
Profile: INTP
Revision: 3.2
Date of Revision: 6 Aug 2010

INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.
 Can't comment yet...

Precise about their descriptions, INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists.
do find myself correcting others too much, yes. at times its funny cos i don't even know if im correct myself. 
But nah, i got this without that grammarian and linguists deal. got shortchanged somewhere

INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to almost anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible.
Ah so true its q scary. dont know why. 


 
Previous Life  

They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves.
 Yet at times, i make a spectacle of myself, not wishing to reserve ambiance and return to beign.

A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure.
  Got me. 
 
They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves.
 Yet again. 

 The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data.
  
 An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions.
  Why does it sound that I have bi-polar disorder, and they are just being nice about it.

Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play,
  I have to STOP you right there. No maths, no.

 similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system. INTPs thrive on systems. Understanding, exploring, mastering, and manipulating systems can overtake the INTP's conscious thought. This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. Accomplishing a task or goal with this knowledge is secondary.

INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness.
  lol. "it doesnt make sense! what nonsense, it doesnt make sense"sounds familiar?

Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context.
 woo hoo. cant deny this really
 
Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts. (I have an ENTP friend that loves Boggle and its variations. We've been known to sit in public places and pick a word off a menu or mayonnaise jar to see who can make the most words from its letters on a napkin in two minutes.) The INTP mailing list has enjoyed a round of Metaphore, virtual volleyball, and a few 'finish the series' brain teasers.
I HATE BOARD GAMES!!! wait. is Ban Luck a board game?
 
Portrait of the INTP - Keirsey's Architect

For Architects, the world exists primarily to be analyzed, understood, explained - and re-designed. External reality in itself is unimportant, little more than raw material to be organized into structural models. What is important for Architects is that they grasp fundamental principles and natural laws, and that their designs are elegant, that is, efficient and coherent.

Architects are rare..  wait wait WAIT! PAuse.  woo hoo. Please say that again


Architects are rare wait, you mean rate like a GEM? doesnt hurt to hear it again

Architects are rare - maybe one percent of the population - and show the greatest precision in thought and speech of all the types. They tend to see distinctions and inconsistencies instantaneously, and can detect contradictions no matter when or where they were made. It is difficult for an Architect to listen to nonsense, even in a casual conversation, without pointing out the speaker's error.

And in any serious discussion or debate Architects are devastating, their skill in framing arguments giving them an enormous advantage.  
whoa, some power tool we have here. 

Architects regard all discussions as a search for understanding, and believe their function is to eliminate inconsistencies, which can make communication with them an uncomfortable experience for many.

Ruthless pragmatists about ideas, and insatiably curious, Architects are driven to find the most efficient means to their ends, and they will learn in any manner and degree they can. They will listen to amateurs if their ideas are useful, and will ignore the experts if theirs are not. kekekekkeke guilty... Authority derived from office, credential, or celebrity does not impress them. Flashback! Architects are interested only in what make sense, and thus only statements that are consistent and coherent carry any weight with them.

Architects often seem difficult to know. They are inclined to be shy except with close friends, and their reserve is difficult to penetrate. Able to concentrate better than any other type, they prefer to work quietly at their computers or drafting tables, and often alone. Architects also become obsessed with analysis, and this can seem to shut others out. Once caught up in a thought process, Architects close off and persevere until they comprehend the issue in all its complexity.

Architects prize intelligence, and with their grand desire to grasp the structure of the universe, they can seem arrogant and may show impatience with others who have less ability, or who are less driven
Yes. simply cant stand them

 According to Keirsey, based on behavioral characteristics, notable Architects might include Albert Einstein, Charles Darwin and Thomas Jefferson.[3


 
Albert darling.. looks like we have so much more in common than that eyesore we call a desk. 
 

Friday, March 02, 2012

Ratio

impatient me felt lousy an estimated 37 times this week. 
felt like i only LOOK like i can do things 
and felt like time will pass and judgement will pass unfavorably
when every mistake, every <100%, was suddenly so glaring
and soon, you will dread sensing your bosses' increasing disappointment

but

ONE gesture this week

taught me the strength of friendship and how it can withstand differing opinions
How 2 of us, known to some as 2 of the most abrasive and impulsive ppl they've met,
can also agree to disagree
(Thanks Gal, i know you will see this some time)


and ONE sentence this week 
made me feel so much better. 
"You know, you are such a blessing"


and ONE guy, always there for me
waiting up to hours cos I am that inefficient
and still listening to me rant.. about everything


One should never underestimate the power of encouragement.


Oh my...


Dammit. 
how pretty
on my mind since Mi-4 on Xmas eve..
and it did not go away...



Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Taa daah!


Officially hooked up to BBM, thanks more to Dan, than the organization who forces me into this- seriously, com centre my arse.


Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Dan the Slap Man

Me: Nobody likes me very much
Him: Who? I slap them
Me: A lot of people don't like me you know?
Him: I very free

And I'm the luckiest gal in the world hahaa

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

poor

I don't think i make a good counsellor

Thursday, February 09, 2012

Eyes in Colombo. 2012

 Part One...


 Tea and hospitality



 "Every student who graduates, has to donate a book to this library"
A simple need, a simple solution


 they sit in the day, they get mattresses at night
they get treatment
so, they never complained




 A nice call to tell us how important we are

and a really lovely dinner with the Dean and his wife

An eye-opener
to the lives in a post-war nation
a free-for-all, no-closed-doors healthcare system with underpaid yet amazingly dedicated doctors 
where Professors and Tuk-tuk drivers tells us how long they hope Sri Lanka will become like Singapore
How our leader used to say he wished for us to be like them and how much damage even a civil war can cause
and the genuine niceness of the people. No threat, no cheating
And God was with me. Thank you for me meeting amazing Godly ppl like Dr Arul.
for the peace in the prayers that he and my boss gave
and for such fruitful lessons
and for bringing me home



love


5.5 years together
3rd year of marraige
 still..

almost inseparable 

thinking of how we are so important part of each others' lives
 how my eyes welled up when we waved from 2 sides of the departure gate, though it was only a 3 days work trip
and how he told me he was lost a little, after walking away from the gate ..

I wish we never have to leave each other again





Wednesday, February 08, 2012

*v*



"I wish I can also have a daughter-in-law like you"

That made my day, really.






Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Designer pride

This made my day...
A very simple note and request does it.

(and oh, not posting it on fb after being told my head was getting big.. pffwww)

I believe only true friends would get to read this, would read this, and would know me well enough to know what this means to me.

U know who u are. Thank u !!


Monday, November 14, 2011

Pls.


Given the vicious act committed, efforts to escape and attempts to hook-wink the authorities, your 3-days-late, post-arrest apology is only condescension.

U can be sure i will do what i can to help them ensure u receive your due.

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

感激我遇見

靠向我身邊 你帶笑卻無言
在落寞情況 常贈我明天
縱會有辛酸 有了你
我願擔起每天 狂風中也熱戀 
 
 
 
 
伴我高低起趺 幸運及那失意天
並說聲多甘心及情願
過每天

情懷是因你溫暖
衝擊於心裡邊
全情愛我 熱情熱愛加添
唯獨是可愛的臉
手挽手肩並肩
有緣碰見
仍留在我身邊
心 真摰倍添 愛倍添
蕩來這段緣 這段緣
不知怎去講 感激我遇見
 

- 感激我遇見. 郑伊健 (作曲: Kasahapu Fukuyama; 編曲: 陳光榮; 填詞: 小美)