CNY

Making up for not blogging
(im still alive)

CNY (Chu san and si)

3rd day...

Some of the invited few at work went to ah ma's house to bai nian. she is soooo host-ly. machiam hosting a whole pack of hungry wolves, she kept going in and out of the kitchen to bring us food food and more food

So unlike her fierce self at work... wooops!

we took some pics but Dan kept irritating us

Aiyoh so colourful rite

I love my gals so much. For V day we bought each other stuff.

Romantic

I got Laoshu a naraya pouch cos she likes it, and had to top up with a necklace chosen by Dan cos Pigu's prez was so much more expensive than a $5 naraya pouch. anyway, Laoshu claims to be Danh's fav concubine so its only right that he chooses something for her. (wats wrong with me). Pigu got a braun buffel card holder wallet from me...

and i got from Laoz an eyelash heating curler and from Pigu an eye cream

And pigu got laoshu a concealer and Laoshu got pigu ermmmm... i forgot

by the way , u could tell, all the presents were "demanded" ahahah

i wanted to curl my lashes cos they are awfully dull and i just purchased Dior Show mascara. anyway i want to curb signs of aging now that im so old. so i asked for eye cream.

recently have been splurging so much at fancl, i use their pretty paper bags as gift bags man. I have like so many of them

and i have $10+ credit there liao. once i hit $60 im going to get tense-up ex cos i really dont want wrinkles

Dont you worry about all these now? I do. with the tiring work ending at 7 or 8pm daily, you dont have much time to get prepared to sleep by eleven. i dont want all those wrinkles n stuff

oh anyway

Day 4 of CNY

we did the much neccessary ass-kissing act of visiting Laoban's home. Its like if you dont go, u wait long long before he recommend you for promotion. ahha. so we went

but not before we shopped again. The same gals... we went to raffles city la, far east la, DFS la... (psss march bonus is coming and we are going to be gucci customers soon)

Dan n I were happy cos we did not have to work

So you have a problem with that?

No rite

anyway we started critisizing pigu on her non-existent eyes in photos... so many photos of her with NO EYES when she did not make a conscious effort to open them wide wide

den we comforted her telling her that she can go for the oriental slit eye look. what we call FENG YAN..

aiyo poor baby. eyes already so small liao still gena pull lidat. haha.

V day- Valentine's day

Totally lost its appeal. serious.

Giving each other presents is ok. like me and the gals

Ok Dan and I gave each other presents, early, cos u pass by the shop you buy.

This time we gao-gadget

He got me my VERY GORGEOUS

LG viewty... its my 3rd LG phone. this baby can take slow motion video which can be HILARIOUS. Dan the Director is currently working on an art flick starring me & angie the 2 siao zhar bos

Its not ready yet, but he did it because he was inspired by one of our crazy antics when we were doing up the CC6 settings in the call centre. instead of tending to the coms, i showed off my phone which got crazy angie into the "lets-do-this,lets-do-that" mode. mind you she is a married hot mama. but she is still crazy

so Dan saw this, laughed at us, and sat there to think

den he sat us down to film a whole series of action flick. once he is done i will upload it. it should be good

hahaha

this is what i got dan. He is out of black and into white now...

yeah

that aside. anything else on vday is really crazy. $1000 spent to wilt ? i heard that over the radio. seriously pass me the money to get something really lasting can>? like an LV. hah

Dan made reservations at Pasta Fresca, at 6th avenue because we like it so much, and we thought it would not be as crowded as the rest of singpores full of "Smugattacheds"

Time out: Esther's Dictionary

"Smugattacheds"- a stolen phrase, noun~Refers to 2 that makes a couple. may be male-female, male-male, female-female. whatever ok. But these people go around with this loving smiles and touching, in an attempt to showcase their attached-status, and sometimes, look around to see if no one is actually throwing them envious glances. Phenomenom usually more pronounced annually on Feb 14th, and one x smugattached holds a bouquet proudly in the hand, as if it serves a purpose

seriously i get sick looking at the gals holding flowers perfectly in their hands. Showing off can? I have received bouquets before and I put them in PAPER BAGS if i cant leave them at home. I would feel that dumb if i hold one walking around, as if im afraid people dunno i have flowers.

Insecure la...

Plus flowers are crazy expensive on vday. i personally think flowers are nice to have, but $100- $200 for them is pure irrational behaviour.

anyway back to 6th avenue, quiet quiet 6th avenue suddenly became the zoo. So packed and we waited more than 1 hour for our food.

We swore. Next year onwards we will buy stuff and head home to cook. Its more fun and less irritating.

While we were waiting, there was this old ang-moh couple next to us. When they left, we have not gotten our food yet (but we were gracious about it because we had so much to talk about... bitching about work basically but passing it off as quality time) .. and the old lady...

very nicely pass me the rose she had.

She said "I think you will enjoy this more than I do"... and she gave me a pat pat . then she chatted briefly with us about the busy restaurant night and left

How nice.

Do you think any chinese lady would have done this?

something to think about....

Niew ear resolution

I noticed that this year, the fad is to declare to the world that you have no new year resolutions




So everyone was like "nah... no resolutions, they are dumb" "i dont keep to mine anyway"




Even the Pastor at Trinity said that




suddenly, thats like cool.









So how? i PURPOSELY have one resolution when no one else is having any.




OK this year i will make it a point to update my blog.




that way if i die or sumthing, people actually notice.









"Eh... what happened to esther huh. recently never blog. she always blog one leh... im worried. Lets call her"









ring ring




"hello"









"esther, where have u been? im so worried cos u did not blog for sum time"









"You were worried about ME!! thats sooo sweet!!!"














Ya rite.




No i figured if I dont, people actually forget that I exist. Or people meet me on the street and we lapse into awkward silences in between empty boh talk




Which reminds me. that day i was walking around the marketplace at my house, wearing v lok cos i was headed to Dan's and i know he will love me no matter how ugly i look and he promised.




yah. so i was walking, outside cheers, pondering whether to buy calbee or ruffles chips




den i passed by a guy who gave me a look. Immediately, paranoid city. FINE LA, LOOK LA, I UGLY CANNOT MEH




Den he said "Esther!"




I was thinking, wa now ugly also can become famous arh









I stared at him for a good 3 mins and was convinced that I have no name in my mind









He said "its me la"









Mind : of cos its u la, if not me meh?




Face break into this sweet have-mercy-on-me smile









He said "from vball la"









Me "o... orhhhhh..." wa shit, shit, shit. i now know u are from vball and i think yes i know u but... "erm so whats ur name huh"









Well the conversation just went downhill from there. What u doing here oh i pei my mother buy groceries ahaha thats nice so where you stay...




and it was punctuated with awkward silences. im pretty sure he wished he had never shouted "Esther!"









sigh. why must people talk. dont talk everything will be fine ma, rite














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Ok why am i rambling. Cos its CNY Da Nian Chu Yi Night. I have nothing to do, and Dan is in malaysia. that makes me miserable. Laoshu gave me a tight slap that day and asked me to be more independent









this is how im talking to Dan

free internet sms. to see if we can cut roaming charges. if not, well... at least we tried

i missed him so much. So now Da nian chu yi, i PURPOSELY put one picture we took at xmas

i'm going to be honest here. i miss him like crazy.

anyway i give up being good. Im already publicly recognized as playful. thats the adjective stuck to me like toilet paper to a wet ass. From young my parents are like "Behave yourself ok Esther" But Dan is the one who welcomes it. He lets me be myself and still tells me im v attractive. so its like, i can have pimples lined in a T shape across my face. YAY.

but i miss him. how can i miss him so much when we see each other so much for so long?

Today one of the aunts from my grandaunt side gave me a da-nian-chu-yi talk.

Time out: Esthers dictionary

Da-Nian-Chu-Yi Talk- ~noun: a talk you have on da nian chu yi. duh. but it means different things for different people: ie Kids: "so how are your grades?", teens "which institute are you going to", grads "so have you found a job? how is it?", single adults "Got bf? when are you getting married?" Married adults: "when having baby. does ur mother-in-law sucks?"

Ok so she came to me. She is nice and civilised and educated and all. then she asked me "So when is your Big Day?"

ive been asked that by others le, so i ti gong. den she started talking about saving, getting married early, not to be a mother later than 30 if not no stamina....

Wa

then it dawned on me that I am not the person I was a few years ago. One of the kids. I cannot just start carrying my young cousins and spin them around to camouflage myself as one of the kids le.

So i stoned for the rest of Nian chu yi, thinking why i cannot be a carefree lil kid anymore. Most of the time i just stared into space on a chair. Well thats my role now didnt you say? I am a marriagable adult. Ie. I am boring.

My cousin kelly stoned too. but thats cos she was lacking cigarettes.

I contacted Dan later and he was experiencing the same thing over at the causeway. Things are probably happening at a higher scale (ratio Peninsular malaysia: Singapore). Cos his relatives are probably more vocal, and he is much older. He is 28! quack! LAOOOOO

Lets just take it, friends. we have to stop playing and start thinking about real issues.

Sucks man.

xin nian kuai le la. whatever la. bye.

xmas 1

xmas for Public Liaison Officers

is like this

yeah we are pigs. less than 30 of us...

Gingerbread man design competition. Mine and Dan's

I like mine larrrrr

Very innocent rite

BEWARE OF NEXT PART:

Level : UBER SHALLOW

Dan gave me a series of presents...

i went to biooo chanel wallet, just bio. but no way am i buying any $1K plus wallet
siao!!!

SO heres my wallet, from burberrys

as you can see, im a bit high. cos i previously bought this burberry tote

which set me back and poorer by almost 800. but i lk burberry's... so englandy

Dun judge me, we are all sad PLOs. we need to make ourselves happy, before we GO ABSOLUTELY CRAZEEEE!!!!!!

Aha

next pic with my jie meis. our indulgences of the year (mine was part 2 present from Dan again, poor poor dude), taken with Dan's indulgence of the year N95 8GB

Shallowness aside

we look good dont we? ;)

yeah ... scold me when you meet me

and then i got... a diamonte hp strap w my name.. bling.... and the best....

TIME CRISIS 3 with PS2 GUN!!!!!

BIANG BIANG BIANG

Rocks!!!

U ROCK , DANNY!!!!!! ahahhaa!!!

Happi Anni

i luv u

so much~

i rem more than a year ago, i made my lazy prayer to God to just lead me to whoever is right in His will. I

Thank God for leading me to you... who taught me all the peace in love that i have never known to enjoy..

Thank God for leading me to you

Zoo

Visiting the zoo is lame

So what are you waitin for, rite? heh

We were still on leave, having nothing to do when everyone else is working (awww... my heart goes to you, really), dan said we should check out our own zoo.

(yep, spent 6 days in thailand shopping without even checking out THEIR zoo)

You bet we spent so much time with animals, here goes:

Giraffes may be tall, but fear them not

scold them if u want

Dan has a pony... like every prince charming who is not as tall as a giraffe

awww

aint it sweeeetttt...

okay....

erm

*awkward silence*

and just cos an elephant looks dumb, it might not necessarily be deaf

No la we DID visit animals la. so much we came up with a guide on how to appreciate hippos

and learning stuff from our primate cousins... ewwwww

brought whole new meaning to :She Wen , ELECTRIFYING....

Picked out my own pet

Dan even has his own Mini-series: Life as a Buaya

Buayas to note: Buayas end up alone

Haha.. Watch out for Season 2. (terrible life being my boyfriend though, made to take these photos and crapetted into such "adverts" wahahah... i luv him for being so secure)

More siao pics

ya rite, after years of being on the road, dan found his dream home!

and then hor, the pony-killing-elephant-shouting Buaya and his truck-driver gal lived happily ever after lor!

den Singapore Zoological Gardens taught them how a proper picture should look like

haha ended our day eating dinner at a SECOND STOREY HAWKER CENTRE. note: 2nd storey k, all stairs, no lift, no escalator, but i dunno why, i can see idiots like these

ON BLADES!!!!

SIAOO!!!!

so what, did you reach the staircase, took off ur blades, walked up the stairs, and put the blades back on again?!!

SIAOOOOO!!!!!!

Big Break Part 1

We celebrated our 1st year anni... part one only...

*winks*

in Bangkok. 6 great days of being a tourist and NOT CARING

NOTE: NOT CARING

Collages save space and says it well

Of course we are happy to.. LEAVE HERE... for 6 days of not caring

But we do care that this hotel is good. great. cheap yet palace-like

too much shopping (no pics), little sightseeing...

but we dont care

here you go

oh... and we ate a lot.

Ha .. we even found out that our hotel serve spaghetti bolognaise that taste soo close to the delicious kind that Dan's mum serves

so we ate it like 4 times... we do not care

Funshots

Couples on holidays take the stupidest, most meaningless, non-value-adding photos

haha . he bought too much badass stuff , so i had to do this to him

here is my fav

diao diao diao, and Dan realises....

the consequence.... of angering Mafia Wang...

*ROARS!!!*

welcome part 2 of vacation!!!!

Yippe

My mind's going

yippie


yippie

yippie


!!!!!!


Ive cleared my cases to
0, 0, 0!!!!

Zero!
for a person often stuck with 80+ cases with differing colours
OMG ZERO!!!

(oh ya and i led my team to receive an award during our mid yr coporate sem today.. woop)


so we are outta ShitHo!
Tomolo we're flying to Bangkok!
For 6 days!
and come back to another 5 days of rest!!!


woop hoop~!

appraisal

time of the year- appraisal time


Ive had appraisal with both crazy beech and lauban. of cos i value the one with lauban more.

Im happy with myself. Cos i have no problems filling up my work review report this year. 6 items? nah! i even have to squeeze few into one! +yayas+

the one i felt most proud of: of course my event. It was just given an IMA award by management and CEO. fresh out of the oven on monday. It was the first time i attended Management meeting. super stressful.

and also, winning Service excellence in URA awards and EXSA national award. Couldnt be more thankful, as a relatively new officer in service for only 1+ yr, in a job that is hard to get acclolades

others like supervising the KM system, SLV database .. blablablabla bla

Thank God for giving me the strength and favour, over this one hectic year

Boss told me to prep for harder work. He really wants to develop his officers i guess. anyhow, some senior ppl are leaving and their portfolios cannot be left dangling. also pushed me from a half newbie to becoming more and more senior on the fast track

Lined up for next year, besides regular PLO work, and continuing my current portfolio

- implement and conduct functional training for all in the unit. on a monthly basis!
- take on mentoring new officers
- come next week, WITS leader. (argh)
- Monitor service provider
- more events! DnD

Boss told me some overwhelming news about my performance and potential...
overwhelming. i think im not that good.
its exciting and scary at the same time


and he asked me if i want to join the team to revamp our website ...
IT siahhhh


now im seriously thinking on how to have 84 hours a day

Life in pictures

Life in Pictures

(too tired to type too much)

My BF is a Porno freak

The Glee

The Drool

Im so upset, im going to sleep..

nitey

Random Photo Post

- Random Photo Post-

on a sat night..

Cant believe how much i miss Dan when we are tog 24/7 most of the time and coming close to a year, and apart for only 2 hours

i cant believe how im counting down 24 hours to seeing him

argh..

its funny.

yeah and we were just talking about how we are still so in love...

I just love his calming presence. its amazing how i have no urge to quarrel with this guy at all.

how we just enjoy peacefully listening to jazz, and staring at each other, or the tv, or talking, or drinking ...

hhaa yeah i know i sound like one of those people who declare their love for the blogsphere's knowledge

but seriously, i dont care. for all i know prob no one reads this cos its randomly updated and grossly boring

wahaha

cumon, if u know me, u'd know why. i have a job that kills my active cells by 10pm

But im thanking God for Dan everyday. among many other things of course.

He is the type who keeps me in mind and buys me a little something if he happen to be browsing the shops alone...

a mug, a cd, a cushion...

these random acts add to the sweetness

so i like random-ness

here r sum random pics

stupid looking but fresh out of the oven.. at Dan's cousin's church wedding today... he has a whooping-big family man...

his mum has like 84 siblings... haha kiddin.. about 11 i guess, but when they form families, it drives u nuts trying to remember them

nice wedding.. but they kept telling us that we are next... *sheesh*

as a kid, weddings used to be beautiful. now you grow up and look around and be cynical, u realise WOW its hellaluva stress and stuff...How a bride can look so happy, id never understand... ive only briefly helped out at someone's weddin, and i already feel the stress

that person was...

masafumi!!!

id title this pic: 2 secure men

he met Dan when they popped by at me, polly and vicky's gathering... how i miss his real-ness. I told Dan so many times about this one other than himself who can manage to be so secure about oneself.. ZH's catwalking in ji gong slippers
wahahha whack

Title of photo: Dan's frame (duh)
picked these with him couple of months ago... liked the sleek black look
i told him it made him look "bu jian dan" (complex)


now who would dare mess with him stilll?!



Now for a glimpse at the people i work with


but first...

MY FAVORITE BABY!!!

Baby Kaden!! He is my team leader's boy.. just turned one. absolutely sweet natured and obedient...

Laoda knows who to pass her baby too when we work on sats and she brings him. Straight to Meee... cos i bought him lotsa nice clothes and toys u see...

if im ever having a kid, id pray for one with his temperament. He is an absolute angel! the worst side of his ive seen was just a few whimpers... awwww'

Wanna look at his gorgeous mummy?

my hot and sweet laoda... whose age i wont bother revealing because you wont believe. and how lucky can one be to give birth and gain a hot figure!

I believe God blesses the good. she is too kind at times, and i hate the way work is often piled on her because she is uncomplaining, and hate how some evil people can still criticise her for procastinating 1000 billion other tasks.

But she is blessed, with a good family, good parents, good hubby and baby kaden!!

another one in our team

jass, our team baby, so far. cute and weird and i like her for it. she uses a hole-puncher cardboard box as a pencil case. and apparently, she thinks its good!

ok im tired of uploading pics.. meeting my bros in a while... gonna go brewerks and get me really drunk!!! Cnyah!

SHH

Ive always thought that the media of Sg is a tool for propagating the govt's desires. (yeah i do have my skeptic citizen moments too)

ok, i'll loosely associate the govt to public service.

but NOOOO...

http://motoring.asiaone.com/Motoring/News/Story/A1Story20070918-25886.html

Apparently, if you have read the full report on todays TNP front page news. this celine gal of a reporter apparently proved herself worthy to join the kopitiam ah-pehs' group of self-gratifying-lamentations-of-the-government-support-network.

It amazes me how a reporter, good enough to post a front page story, fails to get her facts right. how she willingly descends to the kopitiam-pehs' skewed perspective.

This is a court case. The magistrate has already passed the judgement.
So Ms TNP reporter thinks she has a way to tell the world that her judgement is better?
or rather, seow-guy was the victimised little angel!!

had she went through the appropriate channel, (No, Ms TNP. not by just approaching anybody in the courtroom to ask for comments), she would have known that

- this seow-guy had caused obstructions to his neighbours, who sought help from the regulatory authority
- this seow-guy has time and again appealed, but due to his gungho-thrill-seeking nature, refused to comply with any instructions about his offences
- he claims to want to seek redress in court, but ball-less-ly crawls to his MP right before the court date, to make the entire department adjourn his court date for close to 10 times.
- when his case was fixed for mention, he claimed trial. Applause for that heroic act. HERO LEH... he challenged authority leh!! he dare to stand up for rights lehhh... but when the trial date arrives, everyone was prepared and waiting in the court, HE FAILED TO SHOW UP.
duh! this guy has a warrant of arrest against him because he even disrespected a court mention enough to abscond.

Has this guy no MALICE?
And You, Ms TNP, to portray him victimised by regulations, when all he showed was blatant disregard of laws and to others?!


Go splash ur face with water, and quit

+tork cork+

I was kinda amused, but upon digestion, disgusted...
well over the last week, Lau Ban(the male one super worthy of respect) made me stay back after a meeting for a private talk
(anyway I am getting this kind of special attention nowadays, first it was that calling up to the "gord" (i dun even want to spell it that way)'s office for a nice lil chat. thought was nothing, den i had my national day holiday screwed by paranoidy Sibico telling me to beware of everyone now that i got the gord's special attention, even officers working here for 6 years higher level than i am dont get such meetings blablabla.. dont trust even those closest to you blablba)

anyway Lau Ban was super pleased with my event, one who all fear and never hesitate to painfully admonish if neccessary, was full of praises.
Anyway those were earned, im proud of it, really. to me, even the directors' opinions did not matter as much as his

well, back to the private conversation, he asked me if Dan and I were serious, and proceeded to tell me how his concern is that in the worst case scenario that things do not work out, everything will sour and all

what am i to say right. I can only promise i will do my best not to let anything affect my work

after that it was my first appraisal with him. the master of the pen-knife actually told me i can write! which was a huge huge compliment because he has personnally penned letters to the worst kind of high impact appellants, making them crawl into a hole and die.
ya and other stuff too.. basically i was just relieved to hear that he has no complaints about me


ok fair enough. coming from him. a normal person who cared about human relationships enough to have a wife and family. a person without lopsided cut of left-shoulder-length-braided, right-cropped-above-the-ear hairstyle matched with a bindi on the forehead


THEN today, paranoidy Sibico, weird female who swore death by maggots over marraige, suans people back from heart operations, a person actually WITH lopsided cut of left-shoulder-length-braided, right-cropped-above-the-ear hairstyle matched with a bindi on the forehead, breaks down from her months of denial and asked me into the room to tell me, in a speedy-stressed-flustered manner, after Dan and I submitted leave together in order to attend his grandma's bday dinner

(avoiding my eyes, hands waving )"I KNOW ABOUT YOU AND DANNY LA. ACTUALLY, I KNEW ABOUT IT LONG AGO"

to which i replied, deadpanned
"I KNOW YOU KNOW. "

she then proceeded to reject our request for leave because of quality assessment. then in a sneering manner asked

"You guys serious or not?! not serious dont need to go n meet his family rite?!"

Disgusting...
I gave her diplomatic, non-committing answers.

People at work, even my superiors, need not know so much.
I know what I want
I know what is a blessing. on the other hand, does she?

If she would take a moment to shed her hatred for so many things, she probably would understand



sigh

MY ROSE 2007-- A SUCCESS!

MY ROSE 2007-- A SUCCESS!

Allow me to brag

We got a STANDING OVATION FROM THE AUDIENCE.
first ever
Led by DIRECTOR of my division HIMSELF

I spent the whole afternoon after that reply to email and verbal congratulations.

Some emails from tha Management and Heads

Director:

"very good team effort. the amount of talent we have in CPD never fails to amaze me... "

DD

"All our VIP guests have praises and compliments for your very entertaining and creative performances in the movie... I should really thank Esther for leading the organization committee , and the 2 MCs and main actors in the movie, Danny and Angeline... You people have raised the bar and the committee next year will have a tough act to follow..."

Dpty Supt:

"This is one of the best ROSE since its inception more than a decade ago, and the first that received a standing ovation and continuous applause from an appreciative audience
well done team CPD!!
We shall go ahead to submit ROSE 2007 for IMA"


SAO

".... and great overall. It was indeed the most creative and professionally done ROSE ive attended in my years in CPD. Well done..."


EAO

"You are great!! Mou Dak Ding!!! without your precise planning and creativity, there would not have been a great show for everyone who were there ..."



HOW NOT TO BE HAPPY
HOW NOT TO BE HIGH

I MADE IT!!!

WE ALL MADE IT!!!!


I love my committee , my event, TO BITS!!!!!


*pics later*

+++ Augusty August +++

So much lined up this month...

Thursday is D Day!~
Just had a meeting with monsieur lau today. I think he is giving this non-meticulous chairlady a hand buy being strictly anal when i presented THE PLAN for him today
well, i take it in stride.
he wouldnt have bothered to call me for a meeting if he does not believe in this, or if he did not have an intention to help
not to mention, his rare enthusiasm in contributing ideas
and the IMA faith

somehow i got the hint from him that he expects more surprises from me
sigh
i'm just a lil tired
i have hit yet another highest record for outstanding cases. 55!
pathetic people are complaining all over the place already..
my warrior of a disciple is helping me clear my easier cases
i feel kinda lousy about it

My poor laoda is worried about my cases, yet v concerned about me not having a chance to have a decent lunch at all

~~~~

traaaa

anyway had a stone removed from my heart cos i just went to see Dr Liu Mang (my nick for him.. he cracks me up so much, he does not even feel like a doctor to me, more like a liu mang lawyer.. which doctors shows his gangster frustrations when flipping thru his medical books and crying out loud "where is that picture of the STUPID arch!!")

had 2 heavy nosebleeds last sat. light ones after that, and did not stop after a month of monitoring. sunday, HEAVY gum bleeding.
thought i have some form of cancer or something...
hit me that i REALLY dont want to die..

anyway he assured me that nothing was wrong (and that crap about heatiness the chinese say.. is BULLCRAP)
told me my nostril inner wall is all red. nothing to worry about. some e term thingy
gave me 3 packs of pills


whew
just as long as im not dying or something

one good thing about him, if its nothing, he'd assure u its nothing. not ambiguous referrals to scans that cos a bomb
I just LIKE to see Dr Liumang... he makes me laff and makes me feel so much better

~~

Dr Liumang asked me why i'd always have a "bodyguard" beside me when seeing him
yeah thats Dan...
He is every bit as relieved as i am when we were told that my condition is nothing to worry about
He is very very sweet.
*smiles*

The irony is, someone else intro-ed me to this doctor. But that someone has never been with me inside.

Never mind.
I am truly happy now.
Thank God